Wednesday, January 21, 2015

i am surrenduring

".... to gravity and the unknown.
catch me,
heal me,
lift me up to the sun,
I choose to live"

- A Perfect Circle



     I feel really good right now. And by really good, I mean I actually feel like being an active member of society, accomplishing things, talking to people, and not just lying in bed all day until it is night so I have a proper excuse to sleep.
          Which is bizarre because I have absolutely no reason to be considering my situation is gradually getting worse, the man I love claims to have fallen out of love with me a few months back, and I am looking at having to go back home any day now.
     It is most likely my medication. No idea which one. And considering medication seems to have a terrible half-life when it comes to me, it is due to pass any minute. Not trying to be cynical here - I am in a good mood, after all - but it is the truth. So I am going to take advantage of this moment while I can.

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