Tuesday, August 5, 2014

anger trumps depression?

     I very rarely get angry. Ever. And I just got angry. Not even over something big. I was watching Meadow for the past hour and she was crying her head off and kept spitting her binky out so there was no stopping her. When my mother came to retrieve her, she tripped over the power cord to my game... which promptly shut off. 2-3 hours of work on that stupid game baby-sitting a screaming child, now gone.
     And I don't even know WHY I'm mad, but oh am I furious right now. And then I want to cry at the same time. I make no sense. I thought I was past that part of being a teenager?

4 comments:

  1. Assuming you're not mad anymore, I do have a little advice for next time - crayons. Inexpensive, hard enough to break it's satisfying, not so hard to break it's frustrating. And if snapping them doesn't work, you can always scribble on the walls with them. Blame Meadow.

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  2. I'm being serious. You could scribble suggestive pics in your brother's room. ;)

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